The end is near, dear reader... of my Countdown anthology experiment!
After today,
I have one more horror tale to present to you in this particular Horrorwalker world!
The Countdown To Horror Zero finishes in two weeks from today,
And the sadness felt by this writer is palpable and profound.
So, in two weeks, the final story for this horror show will be released.
That tale is: HORROR ZERO.
That horror will be in your life very soon.
And so, for right now, just concentrate on this next to last horror tale titled...
Where Is God In All This Mess
RLJ
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Life, and death, is not pretty inside the Horrorwalker World.
Horrifically touchy subjects must be breached in order to gain any semblance of horror perspective.
This short story/poem reaches deep down into the blackest blackness in the Horrorwalker World.
This man has very recently been visited by the mysterious Horrorwalker creature.
His encounter has left him so profoundly changed that he has decided to take his life into his own hands.
This is serious shit,
When the Horrorwalker breached the security of of the walls of his home,
And forced him to read about things he never wanted to know about.
Someone else out there needs to contemplate these frightening caveats.
It all begins with this introduction...
...Marven Lexie Maxwell has had enough of the bullshit of life.
Horrifically touchy subjects must be breached in order to gain any semblance of horror perspective.
This short story/poem reaches deep down into the blackest blackness in the Horrorwalker World.
This man has very recently been visited by the mysterious Horrorwalker creature.
His encounter has left him so profoundly changed that he has decided to take his life into his own hands.
This is serious shit,
When the Horrorwalker breached the security of of the walls of his home,
And forced him to read about things he never wanted to know about.
Someone else out there needs to contemplate these frightening caveats.
It all begins with this introduction...
...Marven Lexie Maxwell has had enough of the bullshit of life.
At 57 years old, he has lived a long and hard existence...
Filled with crushed dreams, the burden and guilt inflicted upon him by religion,
The horrific damage to his psyche by politics and the depression of rare animals murdered for sport.
He still cannot forgive his mother for first introducing him to the ills of Pentecostalism.
And he has accepted the fact that he has come to the end of his personal life story.
The anchor rope hanging from the high beam of his living room has a noose on the end of it.
That noose is tight and snug around his neck.
The wooden chair he stands upon is already ready to tip over.
The suicide note,
Which in reality is the horror tale he was forced to read from the Horrorwalker's tome,
Is right there on the coffee table, in plain sight.
Which in reality is the horror tale he was forced to read from the Horrorwalker's tome,
Is right there on the coffee table, in plain sight.
The note is addressed to the main entity he blames for his world's current predicament...
With a sarcastic shout-out to all those who believe...
With a sarcastic shout-out to all those who believe...
And it is titled... Where Is God In All This Mess?
RLJ
(Season 5, Episode 1)
WHERE IS GOD IN ALL THIS MESS
- in the long form-
- in the long form-
(Arlington, Virginia)
If your god truly exists, then --
Where is your God in all this mess?
Why would your God allow all of this world hysteria to ferment daily?
Why is your God openly allowing the self-genocide of the human race?
Does your God not realize that man is teetering on the brink of self-extinction?
If your God truly exists, then --
Where is your God when man consumes man?
Where is your God when man consumes woman?
Where is your God when man consumes children?
Where is your God to smite down dirty, rotten, human beings?
If your God truly exists, then --
How can your God allow man’s continual rape of this planet?
How can your God allow the depilatory removal of earth’s trees?
How can your God not show creator’s pride and stop the madness?
How can your God not just hurl this colossal failure into the sun?
If your God truly exists, then --
Why has your God not corrected this human mistake?
Why has your God not just wiped the planetary slate clean?
Why has your God not just eradicated the human virus?
Why has your God allowed the madness to continue?
If your God truly exists, then --
Why allow strapped-on bomb, suicide murderers to exist?
Why allow the blasphemous sin of explosive carnage in God’s name?
Why allow barbaric beheading, stoning, and cowardly kidnapping in God’s name?
Why allow devil spawned evil to disguise itself as God’s work?
If god truly exists, then --
Why would your God allow women to suffer by man’s hands?
Why would your God allow the appalling deaths of so many innocents?
Why would your God allow dangerous, egocentric untrustworthy men their power?
Why would your God allow such men to destroy parts of this planet?
If your God truly exists, then --
Is your God actually a monster like the human monsters ruling this planet?
Is your God actually a schizophrenic psychopath like these humans in charge?
Is your God actually an immoral, greedy, power hungry immortal bastard?
Is your God actually enjoying the show in this absurd ant farm experiment?
If your God truly exists, then --
Why would a being who supposedly is all knowing allow religious dogma to supersede logic?
Why would a being powerful enough to create billions of universes allow the human mind free thought?
Why allow man to imagine he sees God, and talks to God, and to record that delusion into a... bible?
And why allow mankind the latitude to use such insane fantasy fiction to destroy man and earth alike?
If your God truly exists, then --
Why would a being who supposedly is all knowing allow religious dogma to supersede logic?
Why would a being powerful enough to create billions of universes allow the human mind free thought?
Why allow man to imagine he sees God, and talks to God, and to record that delusion into a... bible?
And why allow mankind the latitude to use such insane fantasy fiction to destroy man and earth alike?
If your God truly exists, then --
Enjoy this twisted carnival mistral show while you can, God.
Without some kind of swift, and soon to come, God-like intervention…
You are sure to soon receive a planet sized pie in the face, God, when planet earth…
Your greatest creation… is destroyed by your greatest failure -- Modern Stone Age Mankind!
If your God truly exists, then --
Is it ashamed that another of its ultimate creations is about to extinguish its own life?
And what does it think about the fact that I no longer believe it exists?
I am so confident that there is no God that I am willing to destroy my soul right now.
Paradise still does not exist, and so I ask again... Where Is God In All This Mess?
If your God truly exists, then --
How can I explain the existence of a creature like the Horrorwalker as you invoke imaginary God?
How can I explain the potent energy in an entity so powerful and awesome that it can defy space, time, logic and religion?
How can I continue to believe God exists when that tangible creature crumbled my perspectives by its very presence?
Goodbye, cruel world... I have been touched by dark horror reality and I no longer want any part of man made psychopathy!
If your God truly exists, then --
How can I explain the existence of a creature like the Horrorwalker as you invoke imaginary God?
How can I explain the potent energy in an entity so powerful and awesome that it can defy space, time, logic and religion?
How can I continue to believe God exists when that tangible creature crumbled my perspectives by its very presence?
Goodbye, cruel world... I have been touched by dark horror reality and I no longer want any part of man made psychopathy!
MLM
